Monday, December 2, 2013

Entry #1-The Basics

 Well let's get things straight first of all, I am currently a freshman in high school, 14 years young, and in half a year and a little more relationship. My name? You will not know since well, this IS the internet after all, full of the predators you get warned about in elementry and crap like that. So for now, it'll be X, and the rest of my friends will be given fake names of course (if they'd ever be mentioned).
   I am a band geek, Science geek, book lover and one of the few outcasts and weird kids present in my school, I don't do drugs, nor drink  (because it'd look bad on my record?). Sometimes, I get frustrated with everything in life and I just want to hurt everyone that tries to talk to me. A little violent? Yes, but it's not like I actually do anything besides doodle in my notebook, hide in my shell, or chat away with my friends.
    The Average Day of X:
-Get up, hopefully not yelled at.
-Get on the torchure bus at the crack of dawn
-school
-Lunch and talking to the other half
-more school
-Band
-Torchure bus half hour ride home
-stress about grades and homework
-sleep
~Starts again~
 
   This will get into more detail later on of course, we'll be discussing what the title infers, The Basics.

  My escape from this life, from this...society(?), however you want to specify it, is reading, writing, drawing, and most of all, the interweb. But isn't that how everyone does it? No one is ever truly happy within their lives, there is ALWAYS something wrong, no matter how small, it IS there. And we all have found ways of coping; whether it be self harm, suicide, addiction, working TOO hard, anything can make you forget about it.
   So, those are the basics of me, what are the basics of you? Comment them why don't you? I love to read as you already know, and answer questions, then again, whose actually reading this BESIDES the goverment? No one most likely, that's who.
   
Well thanks goverment, and or to anyone else who happens to see this, thanks for reading.
-X (Dec.2,2013)

Sometimes, it just sucks to be here.

    Be where exactly? Well anywhere, just on this planet. I mean society, the human race, mostly horrid retards trying to make everyone feel bad so that they feel higher then them, and there are only 2% that are good out there, that's right, only two percent of the whole population. And you know who they are? The nerds, the rejects, the "weird" kids.
    And guess who I am? One of those few, and only friends with those said. This blog will be about my life, the struggles, and maybe a few fantasies entertwined within.
     Enjoy?
             -x